When the Great Timewar broke out I went into battle, fighting for my planet. The Doctor was against war and half the time no one knew where he was. Then one dark day, towards the end of the Timewar the Daleks came down heavier than ever before. It was during the of the battle of Arcadia, I knew it would fall and I knew I would fall. I called for an evacuation of Arcadia, I knew it was for the best.
That's when I saw him, his eighth regeneration. His face was distraught, he was shaking. Then he said something to me that I carried until I died, but now I remember it clearer than ever. He said to me,
"You don't have to.......someone else can do this for you.......I....I just don't want you to go."
When I heard him say that, all I could do was smile, very sadly, but I couldn't say anything. As I turned my back to walk into Arcadia, he started to regenerate. Some people call that face, the War Doctor, for he saw so many bad things happen with that face. As I walked into that flame I realized I would never see the Doctor, but I couldn't let down Gallifrey. I set down the bomb and started its countdown, and just like I thought, it intercepted the Daleks communication system so they came raining out of the sky to Arcadia. ....3......2......1......there were screams of Daleks, there was fire, then it was all gone.
I am S, a rare type of Timelord who shape shifts and doesn't regenerate, but lives for an eternity. I have found myself again, I didn't think I ever would, but some things in life you never forget.